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Hi.

Welcome to my blog. Here, I document my journey after the loss of my brilliant daughter Elira to suicide in January of 2018. I am learning how to breathe and be again without a large piece of my heart walking this world.

My Body

My body shouldn’t have been a remainder

An after

An artifact

It wasn’t born to live after you

To change and move

To get old

Without you

My body, a monument of sadness

Erected and removed

Erased

Rebuilt

Curated

Over and over again

It wasn’t supposed to stand

After you left.

The Pain of Losing You [Night #3]